SO FED UP!

Okay, I just had my school's annual Spring concert, which went pretty well.
Plus, I have a big responsibility, being leader of the orchestra, and I'm Violin I in my string quartet.

On the way back home, instead of congratulating me or saying well done, my mum decides to harass me with questions such as "Before you did your economics exam, did you actually read any books about economics? And answer honestly."

WTF?

Not only was I hurt by this, but I was angry at the fact she was asking me this after a concert when I'm tired and just want to get home. (And to be honest, I don't even know why she suddenly brought that up.)

Of course, I answered "a bit", as I'm in the middle of reading this book titled "Freakonomics" which my teacher gave the class.

And then she said, " 'A bit' isn't good enough! You have to read more! That's why you failed your exam"
That's when I cracked. I started shouting at her saying,
"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU ASKING ME THIS?!! ARGHHHHHH READING ABOUT ECONOMICS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE EXAM. PLUS, I'M NOT GOING TO DO ECONOMICS, SO WHY ARE YOU ASKING??!!" I would just like to note, that the exam was on microeconomics (theory) and how reading about economics in life (macroeconomics) probably wouldn't have helped much for that module -___- We're doing macroeconomics at the moment though. Plus I did not fail that exam. Okay I didn't get the best grade, but then again, only 2 people got As. Whilst the rest got B-U. A lot of people are now dropping economics.. -sarcastic tone: I wonder why...

But then she started saying "Why do you have to shout at me like that, and take that tone of voice?!"

"BECAUSE YOU JUST ASK ME THAT RIGHT AFTER I'VE HAD A CONCERT AND I'M TIRED!! ;OIGN;SOIEGNR;NAER;OGA;G D< "

And after I burst/cracked, the rest of the journey was silent, whilst Classic FM was playing. I think the music pretty much summed up the atmosphere and my mood as well. Thank you Classic FM.

So yeah, at one point, I actually felt like just opening the car door and getting out. That's how angry and frustrated I was. And now, I just wanna cry T___T

SEX GOD.

OMB (Oh My Buddha)
I actually think I'm IN LOVE.
He's Eurasian like me.
He loves different cultures and people like me.
He loves to travel like me.
He likes Korean BBQ and Lumpia like me.
In 10 years time he sees himself owning some kind of business—He wants to be an entrepreneur, and either have his company in the US or overseas.
He's only two years older than me.
His name is JR Celski.
And unfortunately, he's a world athlete D:
Chances are like 0.02

He's going to UC Berkeley... I NOW WANNA GO TO UC BERKELEY.
Even if I don't get in, I will go to a Uni which has an exchange program with them :)

But OMB I love him so much. He has so much ambition and he speaks words of wisdom.
He's so smart and sexy x]

And he has the hottest body *O*
He's half Polish, half Filipino, making him Eurasian, like me! OMB he's just sex on a stick.

I'm literally in LOVE with him now.

Forget all the Korean and Japanese pop stars, idols etc.

IT'S JR CELSKI THAT'S TAKEN OVER MY LIFE.

Haha no, just kidding. But I will continue to love him forever~

I LOVE YOU JR CELSKI.


So yeah. Enough of the SEX GOD who makes me jizz in my pants...

I've been looking at Universities lately, and although I've always said I don't want to go up North (if I go to a Uni in England) I'm actually really liking the look of Edinburgh, they do Chinese and Japanese! :D Plus, they have an exchange program with UC Berkeley ;D as well as Chicago. Which is a Uni I'm considering if I can do well on the SAT and go to America :)

Anyways, need to get ready to pack and stuff, I'm boarding at school for the next few nights. Because of a school production that I'm playing in which finishes late at night. Wish me luck~!